Category: values

Holy cow?


Milton Keynes is well known for its concrete cows. Cows in a field would make a new town look idyllic thought the architects. But would farmers keep some cows nearby? Never mind, we’ll make fake cows so it looks right. But concrete cows are not right. They are fake.

Moses had a similar problem. Beware of Holy Cows.


Scanning through Facebook posts yesterday I noticed this quote from a friend:

[A] clergy person told me today that I should not just be good, I should be holy.

I immediately felt irritated and for good reason. I am always suspicious when spiritual leaders tell followers that they need to be holy or ‘more holy’.

The reason for this is that for the last twenty or so years I have noticed a pattern relating to such pronouncements.

A very respected leader came to our church conference. He spoke passionately about holiness as a prelude for revival. He left us all certain that we were far from holy. In a way, it put a guilt trip on us all. If only we could pursue holiness like the man who taught us…

Two months later that man was arrested for paedophile offences.

Another man came and repeatedly told us we were unworthy and needed to pursue holiness. He often left good people feeling guilty and unworthy.

He was arrested and jailed for fraud.

These are two examples but I know of many more.

According to Wikipedia:

David Yungi Cho is a Korean Christian minister. He is Senior Pastor and founder of the Yoido Full Gospel Church the world’s largest congregation with a claimed membership of 830,000 (as of 2007).

I have often heard him speak on holiness.

In February 2014, he was convicted for tax evasion, given a 3-year suspended prison sentence, and fined the equivalent of almost US$5 million.

The call to holiness is sometimes a tool of manipulation. If you can make a group of people feel guilty and unworthy, you can often get them to do things they would not normally do, in order to ‘prove themselves’. Usually this involves them giving money or time to further the manipulators ends.

So here’s a couple of thoughts on holiness.



– dedicated or consecrated to God or a religious purpose; sacred.

First of all, every human being is created in the image of God. That is quite a holy thing in my book. In that sense it is not what we do but who we are that makes us holy. When Jesus was accused by the ‘holier-than-thou-gang’, he didn’t big himself up so much as include us all as sons and daughters of God.

Jesus answered them, ‘Is it not written in your Law, ‘I have said you are gods’? If he called them ‘gods’, to whom the word of God came – and the Scripture cannot be broken – what about the one whom the Father set apart as his very own and sent into the world? Why then do you accuse me of blasphemy because I said, ‘I am God’s Son’?’ John 10:34-36

In spiritual terms, it is by seeking God that we come to share in his holiness. His Spirit is the Holy Spirit, so when we join ourselves to him we become one with his holiness.

‘But he who unites himself with the Lord is one with him in spirit.’ 1 Corinthians 6:17

Some people think that holiness is wearing spotless clothes, going to a lot of church meetings and events, and stinging your enemies with a condemning Bible verse here and there. It isn’t. It soooo isn’t that!

Jesus was a real man. He hiked up mountains, went fishing, visited the poor, and spoke about being really alive.

The least, the last, and the lost all found a welcome from Jesus. He went to parties and dinners, and he was the life and soul of the party. He talked about all the stuff we talk about.

He spoke about children and fathers, money and debt, fishing, living and dying, marriage and divorce, childbirth, farming and the weather, governments and corruption, crime and punishment, telling the truth and lying, sex and adultery, food and wine, tax and fairness, work and rest, jewellery and investments, love and hate, climate change, earthquakes, famines and wars, Friends, Neighbours … Home and Away.

He talked about all the things we are still talking about today. And then he staggered the men and women he hung out with, in a single sentence.

‘If you really knew me, you would know my Father as well. From now on, you do know him and have seen him.’

Living in the real nitty-gritty of life, with real ordinary people, laughing with those who laugh and weeping with those who weep – that is real holiness.

Pursuing God, reflecting on life, loving others, enjoying a sunset, rejoicing in nature, trying to make the world a little happier for someone else – that is real holiness.

Removing great burdens of guilt and shame from people’s backs – that is true holiness.

Being a complete Pharisee and telling others they don’t quite measure up to God’s expectations – that’s the work of the devil... because that does not bring life, it brings death and depression.

I think Ghandi said it best, ‘I would have become a Christian until I met one.’

Here endeth the lesson…


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The outsiders

alone I was chatting to a friend recently about not really fitting in with church. He pointed out that Jesus spent most of his time with the outsiders, the ones that didn’t fit in. The religious people of the day excluded the poor, the prostitutes, the Samaritans and all the others who didn’t fit with their strict criteria. If the Messiah was coming, surely he would visit the righteous, they thought. But when Jesus returned from his going out into the desert, he came to the synagogue and made the announcement to the religious people –

‘The Spirit of the Lord is upon me because he has anointed me…’ (Luke 4:18)

He makes a speech about Jubilee – the blind see, debts cancelled, prisoners freed. They all say how wonderful he is.

‘And He began to say to them, ‘Today this Scripture is fulfilled in your hearing.’ So all bore witness to Him, and marvelled at the gracious words which proceeded out of His mouth. And they said, ‘Is this not Joseph’s son?’ He said to them, ‘You will surely say this proverb to Me, ‘Physician, heal yourself! Whatever we have heard done in Capernaum, do also here in your country.”

Then Jesus tells them that, just as in the past, he isn’t coming for the religious but for those who don’t fit in. He lists some of the times God did that before.

‘But I tell you truly, many widows were in Israel in the days of Elijah, when the heaven was shut up three years and six months, and there was a great famine throughout all the land; but to none of them was Elijah sent except to Zarephath, in the region of Sidon, to a woman who was a widow. (An outsider.) And many lepers were in Israel in the time of Elisha the prophet, and none of them was cleansed except Naaman the Syrian. (An outsider.) So all those in the synagogue, when they heard these things, were filled with wrath, and rose up and thrust Him out of the city; and they led Him to the brow of the hill on which their city was built, that they might throw Him down over the cliff. Then passing through the midst of them, He went His way.’ Luke 4:21-30.

Then the people got really angry with him and threw him out of town. But, actually, if you don’t fit in, or you’re a bit of an outsider, Jesus is good news.

At his birth he wasn’t found in the palace or even the hotel. He was found outside in a stable with a few farm workers, outsiders.

In his death, he wasn’t in the city, but outside the city wall. He came for the outsider. He identified with the outsider. And most of his miracles were done out on the street, with the outsiders – the least, the last and the lost.

So many people tell me of their struggles with Sunday church – feeling like a passive observer, watching an irrelevant performance, cringing at a shallow and often trite worldview.

We seem to have wandered far away from what Jesus left us in the Early Church – a group of people who just spent time together each day, who went about their daily routines, and yet transformed the world.

History is at a crossroads. Recent studies show that more than two thirds of Christians in the UK have left the Sunday morning event and gone off to explore a deeper more meaningful walk with Jesus. Something is happening in society. There is a sea change going on. It is time to be prophetic.

But we need not fear. Jesus comes to us outside. The Community of St Anthony is a scattered group of believers who are journeying in a more Celtic or monastic way with their faith.

If you sometimes feel you don’t fit in, you’re welcome to join us. There aren’t any services as such, but a meeting for coffee, or a walk, here and there, now and then, in twos and threes, and journeying online. This Christmas, even if we don’t fit in – especially if we feel we don’t fit in – Jesus comes to us with hope, healing and life.

The pursuit of community


It’s been an interesting few days. I have been challenged recently about the importance of community in terms of pursuing our walk with God. At the end of last week, I thought that maybe that is what holds the old institutional church together. They do seem to have community at least once a week.

But then I read this article – The Rise of “The Dones” as the Church Kills Spiritual Community – and realised that what looks like community, actually often isn’t.

So where does that leave us?

Over the weekend, I had a call with an old friend – a retired vicar. We hadn’t been in touch for about a year. As we talked about a new sort of monasticism – the subtitle of my last book – he said that true monasticism is reflected in the life of St Anthony. It is a going out into the ‘desert’ to find God. It is from that finding God that a call or a leading comes. Then out of that calling or leading a community may form, as in the case of the Desert Fathers.

All this encourages me to continue to pursue this adventure of seeking God ‘in the desert.’

But it may also be time for a few of us to get together and share something of our journey. I am always interested in getting a coffee or going for a walk to chat and reflect with those on, or considering this journey.

The other thing my retired clergy friend did was to point me in the direction of the writings of Ray Simpson of Lindisfarne, and his books and downloads from his website may be of interest. Others had mentioned Ray Simpson to me, but this was the push to finally do a bit of research.

May this week be a week of new spiritual discovery for all of us.

Murmuration meditation…


Here’s a video of a murmuration of starlings. The question I want to ask as you watch this is – which bird is in charge? This phenomenon is a wonderful example of how a community can be led by the Holy Spirit with each playing their part but without organisation or hierarchy.

I think the early church was like this.

I meditate on this often.

Why St Anthony?

StAnthonySt Anthony is known as the Father of monasticism. He was a man who sought spiritual truth and decided to get away from everything and everyone to find it.

Anthony began his spiritual journey into monasticism by going into the desert and purposely living alone. He was the first known ascetic going into the wilderness (about AD 270–271), a geographical move that seems to have contributed to his renown. He is notable for being one of the first ascetics to attempt living in the desert proper, completely cut off from civilisation. His lifestyle was remarkably harsher than that of his predecessors. Yet the title of Father of monasticism is merited as he was the inspiration for the coming of hundreds of men and women into the depths of the desert, who were then loosely organised into small communities.

As the rest of the church fitted in with the Roman legalisation of Christianity – a move which led to the introduction of pagan elements into Christianity, like temple, priest, and ritual – Anthony, and eventually his followers, developed an alternative to the Romanised version of the faith. It was, once again, people seeking an ‘aliveness’ in their faith rather than being stifled by the institution.

Anthony seems to be a great example of some parts of the emerging church.

The friends I meet with are seeking a similar alternative to institutional or organised religion.

The idea of the Community Of ST Anthony came to me one day as I sat in a coffee shop waiting to meet another Free Range friend. I was thinking about having some loose community of like-minded people. As I looked down at my coffee cup, the logo on the cup – COSTA – seemed to suggest the Community Of ST Antony. I wouldn’t for a minute say ‘God told me’ but the idea of something light and all about friendship, which often happens over coffee, readily suggested itself.

Here’s a resource to perhaps get us started…


Mountain Road

I started this blog to help develop friendships in a group of scattered spiritual seekers I meet with individually from time to time. I believe in the power of cross-fertilisation of thoughts and conversation – the synergy of friends on the journey.

Sometimes we are viewed as those who ‘don’t go to church.’ But who we are is not a negative – we don’t meet to not do something! We meet for positive reasons of mutual encouragement, growth, friendship and exploration.

There is no particular creed in this community – we are friends on a journey, exploring spiritual truth.

Perhaps we have in common a dissatisfaction of the institution and hierarchical leadership. We seek the mutual respect of each other and a belief that the Spirit of God moves through all of us in different ways.

We are not looking to start another institution but perhaps feel the common bond of fellow travellers on a similar journey.

We meet here and there, in ones and twos, now and then. We don’t take ourselves too seriously.

This blog is a place to share thoughts and insights and resources, like books we have found helpful on the journey.

Fellow travellers are welcome.

Why St Anthony? find out here.

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